Rainbow of God

rainbow of god

today i saw a rainbow around the sun
as i stared at it
it became bigger and bigger
then it fell to the earth infront of me

i reached out my hand knowing exactly what would happen to me if i touched it
as i touched it i felt a warmth enter me
then suddenly a sharp pain as my left arm was exploded form the inside out
as blood and bone fragments peirced my face
i knew what i did
i know whats going to happen to me

I as the pain creeped through my body
one inch at a time
the tears i shed were all for not
for the pain i felt was nothing compared to the misery of the world

i knew that when i touched the rainbow
i was going to die....
but be transformed
from a mortal
to god..............

as god i knew that all i loved and all i have cared for
would lose all memory of me and never have known of my existance
but i was fine with this
im just a lonely shadow after all

i knew that in this form i would keep all of my loved ones
from having a horrible future
to prevent them from having a life like mine
full of sadness and pain
i do not mind my body being torn apart
and becoming this way.