once upon a time there was a m by bluefir111, literature
Literature
once upon a time there was a m
Magical Cow
once upon a time there was a magical cow. this magical cow had not had his coffee in the morning so he came up with a really tranced out story to explain why hes a magical cow. you see this cow lived all alone in a field of endless glowsticks till one day someone came along and became friends with the magical cow. that someone was a magical rave panda. now the magical cow and rave panda hardstyled till the sun set and the field glowed with the brightest of neon colors. they danced and dance and world soon glowed brighter with the energy of their dancing that had filled the world with so much warmth and love that the wars of the w
November 14th pt 1.
By: bluefir111
I close my eyes
And begin to cry
With theses lost tears of mine
Oh how I long to be loved
To just be held in someones arms
Just to hold you in my heart.
My eyes they burn
With these sad memories
That cloud my mind every time
I look deep into your heart
and I see I'm not there anymore.
Close your eyes
And fall from the skies
I hope you burn to the ground
For all the things you caused.
I've wondered for weeks
And even moths
Just slowly wondering
Through this dark dismal world
That I once called my life.
I want you to burn
Right down to your core
Feeling all the pain I've been through
T
Broken mind
Theres no limit
to how far my mind will go
to trick me
to make me halusinate
Im here
i rear the world
as it will one day stand still
but when that day comes
the oices in my mind will continue on
Im riding this
miserable feeling
to as far as i can take it
The blood that surrounds me
as it flows up the wall
i have to remember this isnt reality
or is it reality?
can there honestly be beauty
in the death that surrounds me
in the mangled flesh that has become me?
rainbow of god
today i saw a rainbow around the sun
as i stared at it
it became bigger and bigger
then it fell to the earth infront of me
i reached out my hand knowing exactly what would happen to me if i touched it
as i touched it i felt a warmth enter me
then suddenly a sharp pain as my left arm was exploded form the inside out
as blood and bone fragments peirced my face
i knew what i did
i know whats going to happen to me
I as the pain creeped through my body
one inch at a time
the tears i shed were all for not
for the pain i felt was nothing compared to the misery of the world
i knew that when i touched the rainbow
i
I sit here with a smile on my face
As blood runs slowly down my veins
Im just so damn lonely
that these monsters i live with
are just so damn comforting
No need for humans
As i am lonely
without these creatures
Im so lonely
im burning
all my belonging
I want to escape from this so badly
Because i cant stand being so lonely
No need for breathing
Because im so lonely
No need for seeing
For there is nothing left to see
so let me just cut out my lungs
and lay my eyes on the glass
just enjoy my moments
with a trance dance
as halusinations set in
from the bleeding out
ill always remeber
im just so lonely
once upon a time there was a m by bluefir111, literature
Literature
once upon a time there was a m
Magical Cow
once upon a time there was a magical cow. this magical cow had not had his coffee in the morning so he came up with a really tranced out story to explain why hes a magical cow. you see this cow lived all alone in a field of endless glowsticks till one day someone came along and became friends with the magical cow. that someone was a magical rave panda. now the magical cow and rave panda hardstyled till the sun set and the field glowed with the brightest of neon colors. they danced and dance and world soon glowed brighter with the energy of their dancing that had filled the world with so much warmth and love that the wars of the w
November 14th pt 1.
By: bluefir111
I close my eyes
And begin to cry
With theses lost tears of mine
Oh how I long to be loved
To just be held in someones arms
Just to hold you in my heart.
My eyes they burn
With these sad memories
That cloud my mind every time
I look deep into your heart
and I see I'm not there anymore.
Close your eyes
And fall from the skies
I hope you burn to the ground
For all the things you caused.
I've wondered for weeks
And even moths
Just slowly wondering
Through this dark dismal world
That I once called my life.
I want you to burn
Right down to your core
Feeling all the pain I've been through
T
Broken mind
Theres no limit
to how far my mind will go
to trick me
to make me halusinate
Im here
i rear the world
as it will one day stand still
but when that day comes
the oices in my mind will continue on
Im riding this
miserable feeling
to as far as i can take it
The blood that surrounds me
as it flows up the wall
i have to remember this isnt reality
or is it reality?
can there honestly be beauty
in the death that surrounds me
in the mangled flesh that has become me?
rainbow of god
today i saw a rainbow around the sun
as i stared at it
it became bigger and bigger
then it fell to the earth infront of me
i reached out my hand knowing exactly what would happen to me if i touched it
as i touched it i felt a warmth enter me
then suddenly a sharp pain as my left arm was exploded form the inside out
as blood and bone fragments peirced my face
i knew what i did
i know whats going to happen to me
I as the pain creeped through my body
one inch at a time
the tears i shed were all for not
for the pain i felt was nothing compared to the misery of the world
i knew that when i touched the rainbow
i
I sit here with a smile on my face
As blood runs slowly down my veins
Im just so damn lonely
that these monsters i live with
are just so damn comforting
No need for humans
As i am lonely
without these creatures
Im so lonely
im burning
all my belonging
I want to escape from this so badly
Because i cant stand being so lonely
No need for breathing
Because im so lonely
No need for seeing
For there is nothing left to see
so let me just cut out my lungs
and lay my eyes on the glass
just enjoy my moments
with a trance dance
as halusinations set in
from the bleeding out
ill always remeber
im just so lonely
I love to draw and write horror poetry. Most of my time is spend in college getting a degree in nanoscience and astrophysics so i dont post that much anymore.
Current Residence: california Favourite genre of music: metal, death metal . and so on with the metal Favourite photographer: none Favourite style of art: none i like alot Operating System: XP MP3 player of choice: i have an MP4 PLAYER DAMNIT Shell of choice: something good to throw Wallpaper of choice: blood Skin of choice: bloodier Favourite cartoon character: nny Personal Quote: to live is to die to die is to live
Favourite Visual Artist
Jhonen Vasquez
Favourite Movies
neon genesis evangelion-death & rebirth, neon genesis evangelion- The End of Evangelion
man last post i made here was on may 16th hmm lots of shit has happened so lets make a list
started DJing a lot Dj channel can be found here https://www.facebook.com/DjRaveCow and here https://soundcloud.com/djravecow and some of my newer stuff will be on my youtube http://www.youtube.com/bluefir111
umm got married yay
might be moving soon to either san diego or japan or greece
still doing the whole college thing
yup thats about it.
Thats right this morning my family expanded by plus 1 ^_____^ i now have 3 nephews and 3 nieces with 1 grand niece. for those that are wondering he was about 10ish pounds from what my sis told me but im not to sure on the exact weight. but he is perfectly healthy.
so as you all can tell by the massive amount of poems on my da atm and in your watch list im releasing all my poems. yup. said i was going to do it. and it took some mad depression to push me into it. so here we go sorry for the spam.